Can't Work

Really felt loosing the grit of working..Lots of to-do-list today but none of the body parts and not even mind focused to complete it. Listened to couple of Ed's songs, particularly Perfect and some Indonesian's band's. To sooth things a bit.

What is this, actually?

Felt like having a guitar right now and tuck myself away in a cave. With light of course, otherwise, no point.

Feels like sh*t, really.

Don't know until when. Fingers crossed.

Malam yang Dingin..

Malam yang Dingin..probably because of cuaca kot..or probably because of hati..I cant say much on what we feel inside..it is rahsia Allah..not mine..I can only control and contain the feelings..with all my might..that is what I can do now..

Heal..

Heal urself..dont depend to others to heal yours..u are what u feel..only u can decide to empower urself to change..when God says Kun Fayakuun..u cant change the outcome..

Life..

Life is full of choices..it is like a box of chocolate..u never know what u gonna get..u always have a choice in doing something..to be positive (happy) or negative (down) about it..in the end..it is ur choice..not others..ramli ms pun cakap kt nabil..be urself..u pay ur own bills..not others..

This is not considered as merepek..this is me..up to u all to consider as what..

Dah mcm lagu baz luhrmann plak..